Karma is a bitch and it is like 1000 times worse. I walked away leaving you in terrible pain and today I am standing on this cliff witnessing the same. I would not want to compare the amount of pain and quantify it, but I exactly know how I made you feel. I hurt you to hell, I feel ashamed of my existence. I am asking for your forgiveness because I know I will never be able to forgive myself.
Wait…! No..! Nope, I am not a home wrecker and I didn’t write this letter to intervene your happy married life. Rather, I am very happy for you. Your posts on the social media, makes me proud to see you happy. I fall short of words to explain how proud I am!
Today you and I can never meet in the same sentence, but maybe if there is a re-incarnation of this soul of mine, I will love you to heaven without you even trying.
Years past, but there does not go a single day without your name lingering my mind, yes you read it right! The realization was not just a sudden occurrence, but maybe it has been more because of me swimming in the pool of tears. I have always had my values right and I cling tightly to them, but this one action of mine towards you is something I will never repeat.
“Mother always knows best for her child!” My Amma so rightly predicted that I could not find a better Prince than you. She had seen you grow, she had seen you work hard and rise. She had this immense amount of trust in you; when I did not pick up to stand by your side ahead of my father, she just walked to me and said “You do not know the worth of what you are losing today.” She tried hard may be even harder than you – to make me your wife, when I had just told her you loved me. I failed to understand the idea of love. Please, it wasn’t my father, it was me who did not participate enough to make him think about this. It’s about the ties that died because of pride. Having completed my teens, I assumed I knew the world enough and I possessed the knowledge to make my decisions but I was wrong
Today in my late twenties, I know life in a much better way when compared. Age is not just a number, but a lot of experiences which help you grow, learn and replay better. How I wish, I met you after having to fall and rise and knowing what love actually meant.
You might just be another human on this planet, but to me you are the best person followed after my family. You treated me home. You showered me with love and put in all efforts to keep me smiling. You protected me and loved me like I were a child. There can or cannot be another person like you in my life, but I will treasure everything about you deep down my soul.
Undoubtedly, you are a pearl in the world of strings.
The universe had a better plan for you, Let all the joy and happiness embrace you. Don’t dim your brightness just in case someone finds you too bright.
Note: Yes I am not married yet, but I wrote this letter because I failed not being able to find this gentleman who could love & care for me like you did!
